feel so small

i'm happy that at times like these, God created something called friends that stand and stick by you. These people are willing to give their precious time to listen to you talk about drama, problems over and over and over again. Yet, they are still there listening to all your repetitive stories, messed up emotions, and most importantly, aren't tired or sick of it. Just simply being there.
i'm growing. i'm learning. i'm living. i'm struggling. i'm still so young. to be frank, i'm
tired of pretending to be strong now. at times, i'm just not fine at all. so what? i'm not as strong as some people expect me to be. if that's what you've thought all this time, i'm sorry. I'm just showing you the person you want to see. it's fine to be weak and i don't care if you want to take advantage of it. cause for all i care, those that mean something to me won't do that, and those that do that to me, you won't mean a thing to me. there're things that i want to be, but am not yet. But as time goes, i will be that person i want to be. and til then, you got to have faith and believe in me. =)we only part to meet again. only time will tell what the future holds. i need to grow on my own now. no more depending. this time, i will stick to it.

